It's the end of the world as we know it...and I feel fine

Umar Farouk AbdulMutallab tried to blow up a plane. At first they said it was fireworks...and i thought he did more damage then he could have done with a bomb. Setting of an explosive that would do no more then burn the people around him. But still he showed he could "beat the system" and show us that Obama, nor our government can protect us. But it was not fireworks, saying it was fireworks was an attempt to make it sound "better" so we wouldn't freak out. It was a bomb. A concoction of chemicals made into a power that would explode when lit. It would have torn apart the middle of the plane...people would have screamed as the plan went down somewhere over our state. It would do as much damage if a man took a knife and slit the throat of a man on a plane. Its not about how many people die...its about the terrorist showing us that they can kill anyone they want, anytime they want. And we cannot stop them.

Why do you think they only attack our country with planes? Because it is one of the most secure things if you think about it. You cant bring a pair of scissors on a plane, and your patted down and have to go through a metal detector. But these men can bring a bomb on a plane. They could just get as many men as they wanted and come to our country. And raise hell by going into new york city with guns and shooting at will. But they don't...because that's to easy. Because they know if they attack us from our strongest point, we will realize we are defenseless to the wrath of an unknown killer. This man could have set off a fire cracker in that plane and get the same effect. Obama cannot stop terror. Our government cannot protect us. If one man, who may i remind you was from another country, did not stop this man from setting off this bomb then all those people would die. Think about that... a man from another country had to save us. But our own government cant protect us...

After the attempted attack the amount of people who thought we would be attacked in the next year went from 30% to 70%. Now you know why they call it the "war on terror" its a mind game. They are playing with us...their purpose is not to kill us. But to scare the living hell out of us. Literally. If you think about it, were going to crazy soon enough. And start killing ourselves in the fear. Fear of the fact that we are unprotected. Unprotected from ourselves, and unprotected from other countries. This is going to be fun...

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Love is heaven, but it can hurt like hell ♥

Is it worth it? Should we just throw it away?
pretty soon we will have to pay...
It will break you down without a sound
It will beat your heart, till it can make but one pound
But you cannot help this feeling
for as long as your breathing
It will lift you up
but then want to make your throw up
Their will be smiling
their will be crying
the world starts turning faster
was this all a disaster?
Shes walking away
and you don't want to pay
you yell and scream
could it be a dream?
Now she is gone
and your life has turned into a song...

He's making a list and checking it twice...

There is an player in the NFL by the name of Maurice Jones-Drew. He is 5 feet 7 inches. He is a running back, and is getting tackled by 250-300 pound men. Who are sometimes a foot taller then him.

He grew up hearing he was to small to play football. So every time someone said he couldn't do something. He put there name on a list. He was picked 60th overall in the draft. Which means every single team picked someone before him. That's 32 teams. "he said he likes wearing #32 because it reminds him each and every time he steps on the football field just how many NFL teams bypassed him in the 1st round of the 2006 NFL Draft because of his height."

This is a man, who think his sole purpose in life is to prove every doubter wrong.

"1 finger up and I'm out. Because you don't even deserve 2" - - Lil Wayne

From this day forward, I will not fight with you. I'm just going to put your name on the list. If you make me feel small, i will still stand tall. And if the world trys to bring me to my knees, ill just keep going with the world on my shoulders.

Blind as a Bat. With the senses of a cat...

I hate makeup.

Makeup covers up the natural beauty of someones face. The more makeup you put on, the more you become someone you are not. The first makeup we know of was worn around 4000 B.C. That is a very long time. That is a very long time of girls, and sometimes men, not being happy with what they look like. If you go to up to 10 girls in the hallway, and you ask them if they feel beautiful without makeup on. 9 of them will tell you no. The 10th has never worn makeup before. Ive seen girls who are 5 years old with makeup on. We are teaching 5 year old children they are not beautiful. "I look ugly without makeup" Go up to 10 guys in the hallway, and ask them if they think a girl i beautiful without makeup. 8 of them will tell you yes. The other 2 are perverts. "makeup lets me express myself" If you want to express yourself, then why are you hiding what you look like from everyone?

I hear WAY to many girls complain about how there boyfriends breakup with them, and don't really love them. How can they love you, if you don't even love yourself? How can they think you're beautiful if you, the only person on earth who can really believe and know you are beautiful, If you don't even think your beautiful...

If you lose the makeup,or at least find a guy who loves you for whats inside. Then maybe you wouldn't get hurt so much...

<3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dq61WvP5PjU

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The first time this country was in debt was after the Revolutionary War. And now we are trillions of dollars in debt.


The world is running out of money. War is taking it all.

If there was world peace, people on the streets could be fed. Do you get what I'm saying?

If the world was at peace, we wouldn't be spending all this money we don't have on wars.

Our economy would get better, our country wouldn't be in debt.

It all started with war, children are starving because of war. Your parents might not have jobs because our president spends money on a war, then giving them jobs. War started all this hundreds of years ago. And war will end us before we realize what we have done.

George Washington

George Washington, the "father" of our country, hes on the one dollar bill, and on the quarter.

We watched a movie about him in history class today. It turns out he pretty much only cared about what people thought about him. He lied to himself , he read books on how a "proper" person should act. He tried to be perfect. He made himself into something he wasn't.

Then he became a general, and loved war. Yes i did just say he LOVED war. He ordered the first shots to be fired in the French Indian War. Then after he married a woman for money, sending a letter to a girl he used to know saying he still loved her.

So he built this big house, had horses, woman, all the money in the world. He has made himself a king in his own mind. And in others, a friend of his said he could be king if he wanted to be. So this he has made himself into the perfect man.

After the war he left his army, knowing he would be thought greatly of for giving so much power up.

So of course we elect him president ( it was his idea to have a president) because he has shown us that he does not want power. Even though he is obsessed with being famous?

AND THEN he steps down after 2 terms, so again he will be respected.

So his life was a lie, and he built our country. So he built our country with his lies. Does that mean our country is a lie? That explains why the government doesn't tell us anything, sends thousands of people to die overseas ( Washington loved war remember) and spends tons of our money on making our president look perfect. He set an example for this country, and we followed it.

We ladies and gentlemen, are living in a 200 year old lie.

check please

Alcohol is a poison that i will never drink. it fogs your mind, and makes you do stupid stuff..

I was at a football game this weekend and saw grown men who didn't know wear they were look like animals. I was spit on, and pushed. Seriously?

Its been around for hundreds of years..why do we still have it. why do we have cigarettes?

Because once your hooked, your hooked and the company's can make money off you. The same reason credit cards are designed to keep you in debt.

Our government and our country is a business and we are customers against our will everyone.

This isn't the American dream for us, its the American dream for the the man above us. Yes, Mr. President...You throw party's while people die in the streets. You spend all our money on sending young men to die, and let there kids who are know fatherless pay for his death.

This isn't right, and i wont support this economy if our money isn't being spent on roads, small business, and even this so called "country" of ours. Its all going into sending young men to war. That's wrong.

Good day.

Maybe.

Maybe peace needs to be a square not a circle.

I mean some people don't want peace, why don't we just let them kill themselves...not us?

Im done..

I'm done with people who think they are better then me.

Who will constantly insult me, like they have nothing better to do?

Who say " whatchu looking at?" Well obviously you because your yelling at me?

People who just don't get it when you say " don't touch me." Seriously...is there a better way to say it?


People jumping up and climbing on the locker bays. There is no better way to get attract attention to yourself the falling flat on your face and say "OUCH!"


So the other day i accidental left my locker open because i was in a bad mood and all that. My ipods in there, my phone. Everything. So when a kid came up to me and was like " you know you left your locker open? i closed if for you don't worry..." I thought everything was gone. Well...i had 3 tic-tac containers an ipod, and a phone in my locker. Someone took one tic-tac container and left everything else. Really?

Mrs. Ruup.

Our student teacher who has taught our history class the last couple of months is leaving tomorrow.

"Dont you guys think its cool to have an black teacher? Isnt it inspiring to have an african american man actually doing something with his life and succeeding?" - mrs. Ruup

Today was the closest ive ever been to cussing out a teacher. I would have yelled, and screamed at this woman. But I didnt, I didnt want to be put down to her level.

This offended me, I am not even african american. But if she looks at another teachers like that, what does she look at her students like?

Were not as racist as we used to be, we dont do all the things we used to do. But how are we getting anywhere to seeing everyone as equal, when we have people seeing colors?

Everyone went crazy because we had a black president, But hes a president. NOT A BLACK PRESIDENT.

Just because you dont make fun of another race doesnt mean your not racist. Im sick of this...

Mr. washington is a teacher. NOT A BLACK TEACHER

hmm...

Ever thought about how our school...is like a government, controlled by a bigger government.
How our principal is like a president, and our teachers are like senators. How they control everything we do, and control what we write. control what we watch, and what we learn. Our "freedom" is given to us by the big government. But is taken away by the small one...that's controlled by the government...?

Tell me how I am free when there is someone controlling my thoughts? TELL ME.

In art class we learn how to express ourselves and let our minds be free, then they tell us what to draw, how to do it, and when its do. Tell me how this is art.

The schools don't teach us about our present day government, they don't teach us about how the people have gone on strike and won. They don't teach us about how the man is NOT invincible and how the government has a weakness. Because they don't want us to know how to do what the colonist did to England, break away from something that isn't working and making something new. They don't teach us the truth because the truth is there weakness.

Lets face it, our government is in total collapse because they don't teach us how to fix it. They hide us from the truth for so long until its to late.

Its a bird its a plane its...

This blog has nothing to do with superman sorry...



But I saw the movie 2012 today. I thought I was pretty good...



(sorry if i give away the movie.)



But there was only a few mob/riot scenes and if you think about it that ruins the the feeling of "this could actually happen" in the movie. Seriously the suicide rate is going to skyrocket in 2012, the looting is going to be crazy, or stock market is going to crash, crime rates are going to go up. Global warming, or some freak weather wont kill us. Were going to kill ourselves in fear.





There was a scene in the movie where a huge volcano is exploding and ash,lava, and rock are flying everywhere. Theirs one of those guys who holds the sign " the end is near" sign on the side of the road, long hair, beard. the whole deal. On top of a mountain, his arms wide open yelling " HERE IT IS!" and" OH MAN I GOT GOOSEBUMPS" pretty much saying " I feel it. I feel death" in a bunch of different ways and i decided...if I'm gonna go out, i wanna go out like he did. Some crazy way, and me just accepting it on top of the world. Crazy stuff man...

LIVESTRONG

LIVESTRONG.

That word to me means a lot, I don't really know why though. Because I don't have cancer, Or none of my close relatives have cancer.

But that shade of yellow...how the Strong is cleverly cut deeper into the rubber. Or maybe it because it says live strong. Meaning live your life in a strong manner, never let the weight of the world bring you to your knees.

These bracelets mean a lot to me, there like a sticky note on the fridge, or a string tied in a bow on your finger. Live strong, mentally and physically. And keep moving forward.

What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger - TI

Really?

You turn on the Television. Its the evening news the anchor man says in an exciting voice "Stay tuned to here the sad story of how (insert name here) killed for Innocent people on (insert day of the week) "

Really? To have people watch the news longer we put the "juicy" stories at the end? Is it just me or is that sick?

Edward Cullen is a synonym for "perfect guy". Really?


Thanksgiving has turned into a holiday where you meet up with people and eat food. Americans have a national holiday where they say thank you a lot and eat until they almost barf. Really?

...

I am STRONG because I am weak.
I am Beautiful because I know my flaws.
I am a LOVER because I am a fighter.
I am FEARLESS because I have been afraid.
I am WISE because I have been foolish,
and I can LAUGH because I have known sadness.

Purple.

So a long time ago someone told me " Mike your a leader not a follower. The crowds behind you, and your future is in front of you"
I thought that was the coolest thing...

But last year i decided to stop being a leader. I decided not to be a follower either. I decided to be me.

I decided to stop listening to music that didn't mean anything to me. Stop dressing like everyone else. Be DIFFERENT.

So most of my Ipod has what i think is really good music on it, that most of the school has never heard of. I rock out in sweatpants and sweatshirts. And talk the way i want to talk.

So i noticed not everyone knows my name, and i could care less. I noticed that people liked me for who i am. Not for what i look like.

I call myself Purple, because that's who i want to be. Not that I'm not proud of what i am, Its my proof that i can be whoever i want to be..

School.

Have you guys noticed that our history teachers teach us about the government, then probably go home and complain about health care, and our president. But they only teach us about the government 100s of years ago. They don't dare say a word about stimulus plans or recessions.

No one teaches us about music. But music has shaped our culture. So shouldn't it be? I mean there is music class...But you sing songs no one has ever heard.

Satan's hand begins the end And frees the world forever Gomorrah's dream to live in sin Has reached it's critical mass Man himself has become God And laughs at his destruction In which we trust a secret government Is now in total collapse. - slayer.

I mean lyrics tell us more then any "educated" person can.

Or we read story's about urban environments where people are being bullied or raped. But does anyone tell us how to deal with that if it happens to us? What if our dads get drunk and hit our mom? What if someone offers you drugs? What do we do? Find X? Learn how to spell words?

Its a different world out there then what it used to be.

So why don't they teach us differently?


Our grocery store clerks didn't finish college.

We need math why?

Its predicted that a 4Th of our population first language is going to be Spanish in a few years.

We need English why?


The only science people know is how to grow pot.

And history...why waste our time when were killing ourselves?


I know we need this stuff... But seriously, whats the point anymore if there not going to teach us stuff we need. We cant do math when every ones losing there jobs...

SOooooooo

I have eaten 3000 tic-tacs and around 30-35 packages of tic-tacs this year. aha

Addicted? Nah I don't think so...

-.-

OK I'm sorry but I have to say something,

Has anyone noticed that the more horrifying the death, the more news time it gets. If some amazing woman dies in a car accident they will get on the evening news for a few seconds and might get in the paper. But if some sick man goes out and rapes and kills 4 people shoves them in a bag and throws them in a lake. Everyone cares...

Are we that sick? To not care enough to respect people who die of natural causes and treat people who are cut into pieces like movie stars?

I hate it. I HATE IT I HATE IT!

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“Until the philosophy which holds one race superior and another inferior is finally and permanently discredited and abandoned, everywhere is war and until there are no longer first-class and second-class citizens of any nation, until the color of a man's skin is of no more significance than the color of his eyes. And until the basic human rights are equally guaranteed to all without regard to race, there is war. And until that day, the dream of lasting peace, world citizenship, rule of international morality, will remain but a fleeting illusion to be pursued, but never attained... now everywhere is war.”
- Popularized by Bob Marley in the song War

Hmmm?

So there are 1000s of religions in the world. And many, many gods and higher beings.

But most of the world all believe in one religions end. The Mayans.

2012. Were all going to die?

But we all believe in different things. So why should we freak out about a calender, that we hardly follow.


Does that make sense?

QUESTION:

Why are we so racist?

We brought black or colored men and women to our country.
But we don't want them here...

We let Asian me and women immigrate to our country. But we make racist jokes about them..

We put up a fence between our country and Mexico.

Why? We let them come here for what? So we can discriminate against you?

And you come here to do the same?

I don't understand...

=]

- The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington engineering mid-term. The answer was so "profound" that the Professor shared it with colleagues, and the sharing obviously hasn't ceased...Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or Endothermic (absorbs heat)?Most of the students wrote Proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law, (gas cools off when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following:"First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate that souls are moving into Hell and the rate they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let us look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Some of these religions state that if you are not a member of their religion, you will go to Hell. Since there are more than one of these religions and since people do not belong to more than one religion, we can project that all souls go to Hell. With birth and death rates as they are, we can expect the number of souls in Hell to increase exponentially.Now, we look at the rate of change of the volume in Hell because Boyle's Law states that in order for the temperature and pressure in Hell to stay the same, the volume of Hell has to expand as souls are added. This gives two possibilities:1. If Hell is expanding at a slower rate than the rate at which souls enter Hell, then the temperature and pressure in Hell will increase until all Hell breaks loose.2. Of course, if Hell is expanding at a rate faster than the increase of souls in Hell, then the temperature and pressure will drop until Hell freezes over.So which is it?If we accept the postulate given to me by Teresa Banyan during my Freshman year, "...that it will be a cold day in Hell before I sleep with you.", and take into account the fact that I still have not succeeded in having sexual relations with her, then, #2 cannot be true, and thus I am sure that Hell is exothermic and will not freeze."This student received the only A. - Unknown

LOVE?

I've thought for a long time what I thought love was. Is it just a word? Is it a feeling? Is it something so much more?


What if the person who invented the word thought that if you were in a relationship with someone, instead of liking them you loved them. And if you weren't in a relationship with them you liked them... What if its just a word. What if there is no love, that would explain why theres so much war and hate.

And if its more then a word...

How can we ever know for sure if were in love. What if you marry someone and think you love them for years. But they die in a car accident and you morn there death for a time. But you start dating again and soon marry someone new. And you realize you love them more then your first partner. If love is such a strong emotion then if you love someone more does that mean you never really loved the first person? How can you ever know if your truly in love...what if you think someones perfect and they pass and then someone new comes. And there even more perfect. and then then they pass. And then another person comes and there even more perfect... and so on. How can you know?


What if no one knows what love is... What if its just another thing we cant explain.

What if love is when you get butterflies, and when you only want to hold someone forever. Or when you trust someone, and love them like a friend.

But someone explain this to me!

Another way to say sex, is making love. And then "fuck" Sorry for the language.

F-u-c-k
L-o-v-e

Thats what this world has come to...

any questions?

What if...

What if we all just stopped...

The world stopped turning..

The war stopped.

The global warming stopped.

And we all sat down and thought for a second. What if...

What if we started over. Not ALL over, but go back a few decades. So we can stop ourselves from well...killing ourselves.

What if Abraham Lincoln decided he shouldn't stop slavery...

What if those men didn't fly the planes into the world trade center...

What if we never invented the wheel? Would we be able to fly that plane? Would we be able to build those sky scrapers?

What if we didn't know about fire? Would there be war?

What if... we didn't talk of peace. We lived it.

What if everything STOPPED. And we realized what we have become?

OK so I don't know why I do this. But I follow most blogs twice on accident. So sorry 0.o


So the swim meeting for school is on Tuesday. And I don't want to swim last year.

I was the 20th fastest swimmer in the state. And our relay team was 11. I would be the captain on the swim team this year. And probably go to states again like i did last year. But I don't want to swim. I don't even know why, I just don't want to...

I've been asked many times if I'm going to swim this year. People try to convince me to swim. But they all say the same things "The teams going to suck without you!" or "swim practice is going to be no fun without you"
I really don't know what it is...Maybe its the fact that no matter how hard I try I will never be able to do my best. You can never be perfect in a sport. But in swimming every millisecond counts. I can stand in front of hundreds of people in a little tight swimsuit without a worry. But the war inside me, the constant thought in my head "you could have done better" I cant take.

Today was a good day. I'm starting to have peace with myself again. I'm speaking in a softer tone. I'm listening to people. Its nice =]

Yeeeelllooow

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I read this in a book..

What if life were perfect?

What if you lived in a perfect world of perfect people and perfect possessions, with everyone and everything doing the perfect thing at the perfect time?

What if you had everything you wanted and only what you wanted, exactly as you wanted, precisely when you wanted it?

What if, after a perfect length of time, you decided, “Perfect is a perfect bore.”

What if, at that point in your perfect world, you noticed for the first time a button marked, “Surprise.”

What if you walked over, considered all that might be contained in the concept of “surprise,” decided,” anything’s better than perfect boredom,” took a deep breath, pushed the button…

… and found yourself where you are right now-feeling what you’re feeling now, thinking what your thinking now, with everything in your life precisely the way it is now-reading this book.

Introduction

By the time we graduate from high school, we have spent some 14,500 hours in the classroom. But in all that time, did we learn-or even explore the meaning of life?

We learned how to calculate the square root of an isosceles triangle (invaluable in daily life), but did we learn how to forgive ourselves and others?

We dissected a frog, but perhaps never explored the dynamics of human relationships.

We know what pi is, but we’re not sure who we are.

We may know hot to diagram a sentence, but we may not know how to love ourselves.

Did we learn about worthiness (and how to get it), the power of thoughts ( and how to use them), or the value of mistakes?

Did anyone teach us how to us guilt, resentment, pain and fear for our upliftment, learning and growth?

Did we learn our purpose in life?


-22-
The real teacher of life is you. You’re the one who must decide, of all that comes your way, what is true and what is not, what applies to you and what does not, what you learn and what you promise yourself you’ll learn later.

There is more empty space in the book you’re holding, than book. The electrons in the atoms of the book are moving so fast, they give the illusion of solid ink on solid paper. It’s not. Its just an illusion. If all the electrons would stop moving for even an instant, the book would not just crumble into dust, it would disappear. Poof.




If you’re taking an essay exam on geography, and the exam could be on any of the countries in the world, study only ONE country, and know it well.
Let’s say you choose China.
When it comes time for the exam and the question is,“ Write 1,000 words on Nigeria,” you begin your essay, “Nigeria is nothing like China…” and proceed to write everything you know about China.
-Quentin crisp

Is that cheating? No. That’s life. That’s using everything for your learning, uplifting and growth.

People..

So I was in the store today, buying things that i didn't necessarily need, or want. I was listening to music but wasn't really listening to it. I walked around with my mom. As she bought the things we didn't need I watched people. I looked at there faces and started to think. Why are all these people look as if they are in a daze? They look at things, there brows cave as they try to concentrate on what is before them. Should I buy this there eyes seem to say. Or as they walk down the isles as if they never ended. Not paying attention to the people around them. Sometimes running into them. Sometimes waking up from there daze with a jolt looking around,then keep walking. Its like there robots. No emotion or any signs of life. Maybe half of them had a fight with there significant other and shouted "I can take this anymore I'm going for a drive" and they ended up in these isles. Or maybe they had a bad day at work and didn't want to go home to an empty house. Maybe...maybe not. Maybe its just the world we live in. A recession. A pandemic. And a nervous feeling that never seems to go away. Maybe we are just lifeless beings now. Who walk as if they are walking through the tunnel of life. Have you ever noticed that.. the isles in the stores are like the tunnel through life. They have food,water, clothing, knowledge, and people in them. Everything you need on that path you take to your death. Maybe that's why everyone looks the way they do at the grocery store. Maybe...maybe not.




As i was in this store. I bought a poster with a peace sign on it. This peace sign was made up of the word "peace" in many different languages. Including braille, Chinese, sign language, french etc. So i started thinking. If all these countries know what the word "Peace" means. Then why are we always at war? Why are people dieing everyday? Why are planes crashing into towers? Why are flags burning round the world? Because...its our instinct. We are animals in this world. Were very smart in a way. But were still animals. We fight, its what we do. We fight over land. Just like animals. We fight over so many things animals do. Yet. There not killing our planet slowly. There economy isn't crumbling. And there not flying planes into buildings. Would it be so bad if we all stepped back and not care about all this. If we took away the building, The cars, and the planes. If we made the world small again and lived like we used to. Live off the land. Do we need expensive clothes, cars, houses, and gas for our cars? Did we really evolve from the cavemen? Or did we just make more stuff. Wash our hair and shave. Maybe we just made something out of the wheel. We made the care. And maybe we found how to make a boat. And we realized people were different then us. Maybe we thought people who are different then us are not as good as us. Maybe we found out that rock to someones skull would solve that problem. Maybe we found how to kill. Maybe we found how to kill. Maybe...just maybe. If if someone didn't find out that sticks and stones may break someones bones..then i wouldn't be speaking these words.


Sorry that bounced are alot!

I have no title. I am one.

So its Friday!

Is it just me or are the days/ weeks getting longer. And the will to get out of bed in the morning getting weaker..

SUBJECT CHANGE.

By the time i die i want to figure out

1. Why people touch you when you say "don't touch me"
2. Why people seem to always love the same things when every ones different.
3. Why they call people who make music "artists" when almost all of them do it not for the art of it. But to make as much money as they can.
4. Why people say " i know someone who likes you!.....But i cant tell you"
5. or the " i don't feel good" then they ask why.

I have realized that i have changed a great deal sense last year. Many things have happened from the time i was a 7th grader to what i am now. I haven't become wiser, But i sure have become less stupid. The world has become bigger and the people have become less forgiving. Ive been hurt. I have hurt people. So this year...its all about peace. People will hate me, ill get into it with a few people. But the people who hate me wont have a good reason. And when i get into it with someone i will not insult them, i will not hurt them. I will tell them the truth.

BUT

my dad just said theres a good chance I'm going to a Bon Jovi concert in December \m/

K I'm done for know. buhbye

Ahh..

Have you ever thought "Why am i here?" or "What if i died tomorrow?" Would there be an empty spot in the world. Or would the constant buzz of people keep on going. What if your parents didn't meet? Would you be someone else? Or would you just not be..Ah but these are pointless questions. I'm here, and my goal is when i go I'm going out with a smile on my face. My middle fingers up in the air. And my final words "Life is Beautiful. Do not cry at my funeral" And be gone. \m/


So i hate this whole Swine Flu thing..

I played in a football game yesterday and they didn't shake our hands..because they didn't want to get sick. They gave us the whole "hit the rock".

Or how every ones freaking out because we don't wash our hands and it caught up to us. Or how its the end of the world because someone sneezed. Its stupid. And i love how adults are freaking out more then the kids?


I hate how we treated Obama like hes amazing. Hes every ones hero. Hes every ones hero because hes the first black president. But that's so amazing because we want to end racism and treat everyone equally...Then why don't we treat him like the white president before him. ( not being racist at all. That's just what i see)

I hate everyone has to listen to the same music, wear "cool" clothes, and get 150 dollar shoes. See these things are all art. Art is original. Music on the radio is not art anymore. nothing is, You have to search for it. And maybe that lets us see more beauty in it. Or maybe for some people not see any beauty in these things at all.

- Ride the wave through life.
Surf it all the way to the sand where you die.
But on your way there, there will be obstacles.
You will fall off the wave and have to find another to get on.
You will find rocks that you will have to maneuver around.
But you have to make it to the beach sooner or later.
Dead or alive.
Happy or sad.
How you get there is your choice.
- mike Funkhouser

Say wassup.

So I honestly don't know why I'm writing a blog. I don't even know how? So I'm just gonna go with the flow on this.

There are days where i wear sweatpants and a sweatshirt to school because its comfortable. Not to impress people.

I love music more then you know. If you think i don't listen to slipknot, Metallica, and skillet, static house,etc. But listen to whats on the radio. Your wrong, I think whats on the radio is a sad excuse for music. Its about sex,drugs, and girls while its being listened to by people who cant even relate to it.


I am also in love with quotes. I'm always looking them up and writing them down.

I will draw an arrow. Or the number one. And it will mean the world to me but you will have no idea what it means. Its just how i role.

But anyway I'm really bad at this. So sorry.